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supposedly busy with exams and studying but i stole a little time during the less busy period to have some fun. had a good mother's day celebration bringing mummy to have liu sha bao and shopped around. followed by dinner the next day at su'lynn's new home which is super nice!!


job hunting is such a chore. but once its done, the next thing would be looking forward to graduation trip.
Travelling in foreign land alone has always been a wish. even if its just for a couple of days. made a pact with aunty joe. i gonna move around japan on my own for a couple of days during the stay!! i am so excited! =D

spent my birthday with the lovely people and had some awesome celebration.
celebration with family still feel like something was missing without her. but still love it.
celebration with tpians were as good as ever. durian mousse was damn nice!! thankyou all.
celebration with ss was good. dinner at serangoon gardens. mao shan wang ice cream. and favourite flowers. thankyou.

its not about the perfect wedding. its about the process of overcoming each obstacles that made it perfect.
its not about the perfect guy/girl, its about the two are perfect together.
congratulations to my dearest cousin.
after all the frustration, emotional, upset and teary moment, the wedding was more than the reunion of the 2 newly-weds. it is also an occasion where true friends stand by wholeheartedly.
the most touching moment was when the bride's bestie turned up for her solemnization with her 2kids when she herself is going through a heartwrenching divorce. she was there to give her blessings despite her own disappointing experience with marriage. that's what friends are for. to have their presence, thats a blessing. :)

i wanna be not okay. i haven't been wanting to be not okay. but just today.
wanna miss someone enough, to the maximum, so that when i wake up tomorrow it won't happen again.
just let me be today.

just need to keep the faith in relationship, hope for the best, and love those who loves.

seem almost impossible. to feel the way i would feel. to fell the way i once did.
is it the wrong person or is it just me. 

had a fight with ss and evil me cancelled the whole date. i'm sorry, i just couldn't be nicer.
like the bitch said, i'm going to get my karma!!

had a long walk with leo and baby. at times like this, i can only hope his next relationship will be the last one.
our past build and shape us to whoever we are today.
its the same for him, its the same for me.
never know how to trust that people are true again.
never to let my guard off so it is all just a game, nothing to lose and you don't really gain.
don't keep things hanging just because u don't know what is it that you wanted.
don't say "lets be friends" when you know it can never be the same.
you make my heart turn grey. and make my day so blue.

just. not the same. anymore.

your world is too mainstream, so i made my own. :)